I haven't written in a over a week....last Sunday I sat in your garden and just cried over your little bush that I planted above you. Aunt Patty came and planted succulents around the cement edging that somehow shaped itself like a heart. It looks pretty, but I couldn't see it because I just cried and cried. It hurt and felt good at the same time. I haven't written because I don't want to cry anymore but as I look at your sweet little face in this blurry picture....it makes me miss you so much. Nights are just the worst. That was OUR time together. I have lots of pictures of you snuggling in my bed....you weren't allowed in the bed when I with either of your Daddies..so I am really glad that we had the last six years to hang out in peace - hahaha. You were a much better bed mate - you didn't fart or hog the bed. Well, I am going to end this on an upbeat note, cause I can feel the tears welling up again. I miss you and your little quirky personality, my funny little dog. When I look back on my life, you are definitely one of the things that made me the happiest and I am the most grateful for. Rest easy my little puppy.
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